Key Takeaways: Why high performers often feel emotionally numb Trauma, sexual assault, and the body’s memory Plant medicine vs. peak experiences The importance of integration after psychedelic journeys Community, ritual, and belonging in healing Why purpose—not achievement—creates fulfilment From isolation to connection Chapter: 00:00 Everything Is Personal – Episode Intro 01:07 “Come for the Ceremony, Stay for the Community” 03:13 Why High Achievers Feel Numb 04:59 Growing Up on a Farm & Connection to Nature 07:33 Discipline, Gymnastics & Early High Performance 09:23 Choosing the Naval Academy & Marine Corps 11:18 Military Culture, Identity & Pressure 16:57 Trauma Stored in the Body 19:18 Sexual Trauma & Somatic Pain 20:29 Discovering Plant Medicine & Healing 22:47 Loss, Suicide & the Need for Community 24:15 Purpose, Belonging & Feeling Chosen 26:07 Shadow Work, Shame & True Acceptance 28:17 First Experiences with Psychedelics 31:01 Consciousness Expansion & Spiritual Awakening 33:18 Birth of Metamorphosis 34:52 Healing Retreats, Programs & Community 36:25 Purpose-Driven Entrepreneurs & New Economy 38:13 Microdosing, Macrodosing & Integration 41:04 Why Integration Is Essential 43:55 Accountability, Ritual & Daily Practice 46:13 Quieting the Default Mode Network 47:35 Breathwork, Meditation & Spiritual Discipline 50:22 Movement, Exercise & Longevity 52:14 Spiritual but Not Religious (SBNR) 54:22 Burnout, Darkness & Finding Light 56:04 Music Questions & Personal Side 59:54 Childhood Room & Early Symbolism 01:02:11 Metamorphosis, Butterfly & Meaning 01:02:36 Where to Find Susanna & Metamorphosis 01:03:13 Final Reflections on Healing & Hope 01:04:25 Sponsor Message – Greening Out Explained 01:05:35 Final Outro – Everything Is Personal
What happens when success no longer feels fulfilling?
In this powerful episode of Everything Is Personal, Len May sits down with Susanna Rose Stokes, founder of Metamorphosis, to explore why so many high achievers feel numb, disconnected, and isolated—despite outward success.
Susanna shares her deeply personal journey from growing up on a farm in Georgia to the Naval Academy, the Marine Corps, and ultimately into healing work rooted in community, embodiment, and spiritual integration.
This conversation dives into trauma stored in the body, the loss of ritual and connection in modern society, and why people are seeking plant medicine—not for escape, but for meaning and belonging.